Break Room
by Mary Sarsfield
Everyone was whispering
About it
Words hushed until they were inaudible against the sound of the wind rustling the leaves outside
Or the photocopier
Humming.
Three dress sizes in a month,
They said.
Her flesh expanding to accommodate the growth.
I asked her one day,
finding her alone in the Break Room
fork poised in the air-
“are you happy?”
She looked up at me.
Retorted,
“are you?”
We sat in silence.
Listened to the photocopier
Hum.
I Can Lie
by Frank Etzler
all you do is take
your hands
finding their ways into my pockets
and then
damn
I’m gonna say what the hell just happened
rape rape rape!
it’s only twenty dollars
but it’s more like the friendship is on the line
you gotta feed those addictions
selfish
feed the me feed the now
and who really cares if the rest of it falls to shit
as long as we got a pile of money
drinks at our sides and cigarettes in our mouths
Thoughts on Aisle 7
by Marina Wright
Hey there green eyes
I can feel you slither up
inside me, making your eyes
my own every now and then
making a space for yourself inside my chest
to hide out in – for when I’m feeling
differently
but I have green now, instead of the brown.
I’ve always wanted something else—
I wanted green eyes, blue yes purple eyes
those of Elizabeth Taylor, or Holly Wright
or some mystical queen of Avalon…or Cleopatra’s gold ones, maybe
and not my boring old brown eyes
Green eyes now do you see
that Barbie car in aisle 7,
sometime in ’92
yes that life-sized hot pink
convertible
for six year old girls to drive around their back yards in
the one I got to ride at a birthday party
the small Barney I got because we did the chores
was nothing compared to you
Damn, at 20 I still want that fucking car
its promise of a pink, girl-oriented freedom
Inside a fresh lawn with a white picket Fence
Green eyes well do you
Remember the yard we had
Holly and I—we’d climb Mount Fuji
instead of walking the road to get to the house
if it was an Indian summer it was mount Vesuvius,
and we’d fight over when it was gonna blow next
and it was Candy Land in winter, snow reaching our waists
it was easy to just sit in the powdered sugar
of our private mountain in January
and what about the teepee dad made
with its blue tarp and the sticks that the woods
gave us so we could sit inside
be shamans under the stars
Hey green eyes do you remember that—
no I guess not. You weren’t there.
you were still in aisle 7, and at that birthday party
hating Barney’s purple fur because it wasn’t even pink
and he didn’t have wheels like some toys did…
You won’t leave soon,
will you?
because you make me itchy,
but I always did want green eyes
Anyway
Marina Wright is a sophomore English major and a Literary writer for Generation.